Loose Leaf.

hi!

Why am I blogging after few... (I don't even know when was my last post!)?

Because I'm simply stressed out because of Mid-Exams. EXAMS KILL PEOPLE!!

I haven't finish my study yet... but my brain is completely blacked-out already hahaha.

Anyway! Have you heard of...

Goes To Sky? 

It's a Road To Skybattle event! 

Which consist Alley Cat Race & Fun Bike.

For you who love to ride bikes, or someone who simply want to enjoy your Sunday with riding bicycle, meeting friends, and have some fun, this is the purrrrfect event for you!

Have any questions? Follow Skybattle's twitter *@Skybattle2012* for more information folks!

Pull the trigger, Win the duels, Get your honor!

Heartbeat.

When I browse through my Facebook homepage, I found a really good, well more touching to be exact, post that touched my heart so bad. I even cried when I read this (I had a bad flu today & I'm on my bad mood so that explained why I'm so melancholic)

Read this, you will never regret it ;)

“Married or not you should read this...

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? 

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! 

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. 

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. 

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. 

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. 

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. 

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. 

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. 

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. 

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. 

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. 

Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. 

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore. 

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. 

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce. 

— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband…. 

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. 

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! 

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.”

Sunny Side Up.

Hi there, people around the world!

So basically I don't have much energy on this past few days or weeks or months... It's been a tiring new year!

I promised you guys to tell you about my birthday party. It was held on 7th January 2012, on The Phoenix. I won't tell you much about the party, let the pictures tell the story ;)

about my Singapore trip, well I stayed there for 11 days! Could you imagine how tiring it is to write them all? So I think this time I'm gonna keep it for my private story (ahaha)

Hmm what else?

Anyway, I've got this... mental breakdown (what?) because of school things. Soooooooo many exams and homeworks. And the worst of all, on the first 2 months I already spent so much money :(

Oh yeah, one more thing!

Don't forget to keep in touch to the biggest duel ever held, Skybattle 2012!

Do follow us on twitter, @Skybattle2012

And here is our special coming soon poster!

A BIG BIG ANNOUNCEMENT TO START 2012!

HI GUYS :-)

It's been a year (literally!) since my last post!

I've spent my holiday on Singapore! And turned to be 17 on that lion-country too :-) I'm gonna tell you about the whole thing on my next post!

BUT FIRST OF ALL, LET ME TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT.

Well, I bet you're very curious about what the hell I've been talking about.

It's SKYBATTLE 2012! *yaay! cheers!*

It's gonna be the most awesome, coolest, blablablah, glorious competition this year!

DO KEEP IN TOUCH! By simply follow the twitter @Skybattle2012

come on! push the follow button! we got nothing to lose :-)

p.s : make sure your school (and yourself) are prepare well for this competition, because I'm telling you it's gonna be big!

Pull the trigger, Win the duel, Get your honor!

Sailboat.

Well, he's not one of the most handsome guy, the most adorable one, the richest one, or anything, but still, he is loved by many people, and he celebrate his birthday yesterday.

Dimitri Muhammad, he's the guy. Still 16 years old. Probably not the best, but he's always there, or at least try to be there for me :)

Me and some of my friends throw him a surprise party. We came to his house at 12 past something while he was asleep, and topless! hahaha

He said he didn't expect us to come to his house. I believe him since he's topless hee.

Then at the evening he invited us to enjoy his birthday dinner at Fish N Co.

Turn on the candles

The preparation

The Topless guy!

Enjoy your present!

The Crew! ♥

On his birthday dinner @ Gandaria City, we met Diego Michiels, Dutch-Born Indonesian footballer! hahaha

Have a awesome year ahead Dim! I wish you all the best, I hope all of your dreams will come true, may God granted your wishes. Keep happy ya :)

With gigantic love, yours :)

♥

On The Floor.

On December 14, my friend (from Senior or Junior High School) and I throw Ila a surprise party!

Actually, Ila's gonna invite us to her birthday dinner, but she said that there were many things went wrong so she canceled it. But then, her mom told me and my friends to throw her a birthday party, which is cool.

We celebrate her party at Ilgusto, near Grand Mahakam. She didn't expect us to be there, well I hope that means that we were succeed on throwing her a surprise party ;)

Happy birthday Amira Madarina! Have a blast and enjoy being legal! x.

Birthday girl♥

Lighters.

Jazz, 4 years old.

So I had a dog named Jazz. She's the most adorable dog ever. Even though she barks a LOT, I know what she means is to protect our house, sweet isn't it?

So, at the end of November or at the beginning of December, my family realized that her belly's seems to be... fatter. So my sister brought her to vet, and the doctor said that she's pregnant!

I was shocked! But we did take a good care of her, and on December 10, 2011, she gave birth to three cutest puppies ever. Unfortunately, one of the puppies couldn't survive so he died before the other puppies were born.

Even though we still didn't know who's their father, those puppies (both are girls) are very cute, so does Jazz. She won't leave her babies.

So here's some picture of those adorable babies

Daylight.

So! it's been 3 days since my final exams, everything's running out almost smoothly. Chemistry is pretty hard, tho, but I hope I could pass it anyway...

I'm extremely on my lazy-mood. My brain keeps telling me that I should be studying by now, but my heart tells me the opposite. So um, yah.

I can't wait for this 2 deadly weeks to be over. God please?

This is just a junk post, later on I'm gonna tell you what's inside my bag! Clearly it's not important though :p

Adios!

Gloriously Analogue.

Really, I really want to have this Lomokino Super 35 Movie Maker. The LomoKino is a Lomography movie camera that shoots short, creative movies on 35mm film.

This super high-tech lomo is EXTREMELY kyoot! I can't stand the cuteness! dying to have one.

well, you have to see it for yourself, take a look:



Will anybody buy it for my birthday present? :3

Morphine.

I currently can't stop singing this song. The lyric is cheesy, though, but I still like it. Sometimes the 'cheesy' songs could be one of the song that stuck on your head, hahaha.



Anyways, this song, It Will Rain by Bruno Mars is a soundtrack from the movie "Breaking Dawn: Part 1". This song is great, but the movie is kinda so-so. I didn't say it's not good, but instead of giving it five stars, I would only give it three. The best thing about this movie the hotness of Jacob Black (Taylor Lautner) :)